Angels Are Everywhere

Feel-good news doesn’t warrant much space in social media these days. Maybe that’s why I’ve taken a step back (okay maybe fifteen steps back) as of late. But, no more. It has always been my goal to use my blog to add a voice of positivity to the noise, and with that in mind, I’d like to introduce you to a few angels.

045camp-erin-small3Not feather-winged, no. These angels drink coffee. They wear jeans. They have tissues in their purses and pockets. They are amazing listeners. They give the best hugs. And they are always looking for ways to deliver kinder care to families facing the last ninety days of a child’s life. Because that’s what hospice means, ninety days or less to live.

Next Tuesday, Providence Hospice of Seattle will hold their annual fundraising luncheon. The money we raise pays for 100% of our pediatric programs, including one you may have heard of, Camp Erin, a grief camp for kids.

We fill a ballroom in the Washington State Convention Center with community members. And in my eyes, every single person in that room is an angel. It’s not an easy choice to spend an hour learning about a reality that most people would rather ignore, sometimes children die. Yes, every years there are tears. But those are only outweighed by hope. Hope that families and friends are not alone in their struggles and loss.

Kids at Camp Erin

On a visit to Camp Erin, I heard from a long-time counselor. She told us a story I will never forget. A few years prior, her family had suffered a loss. Her son lost a beloved uncle and chose to attend Camp Erin. As a counselor, she’d seen the transformation these three days had on hundreds of kids. She knew the power of Camp Erin.  Year after year, she watched kids walk through grief, share their pain with other kids, create art, talk, cry and then leave Sunday evening free of the weight of their loss strapped to their hearts. But that year when she saw her son experience the same thing, she was blown away. A few months after her son attended camp, they were at the dinner table, her son, herself and her husband who had lost the brother. During the meal, her husband grew silent, blinked back tears and he rose to his feet. Her son noticed and when his father stood up to leave the room to be alone, her son told him no. He said it was the perfect time to share a moment together, to talk about his uncle and feel the loss together. The long-time counselor was doubly awed. Her son wasn’t just healed himself, he was coaching them through grief, passing on this gift to them.

I have so many more stories and in all of them people help other people. All of them, and the stories yet to be written are filled with earth-bound angels. Those angels are all around us, spending their time to be a comfort for others. So no matter what the mainstream media says, people are good. People are doing good. Right. Now.

And now, if you have the time, this TEDx talk about vulnerability may change your life!


b7688e729584392bbde26700e3536bb1-1“It’s about the journey, not the destination.”

Sorry, no. Not for me. The in-between stuff sucks.

Everything about my life right now is in-between. At home, my daughter, a senior in high school, has one foot out the door. Bound for UC Irvine, I hardly see her anymore. Between school, nuclear fusor club, social life and errands, she’s  gone 85% of any given day. Not launched but not on her own yet, either, she’s inches from her high school finish line. Yes, I’m excited for her and anxious and proud and sad and happy. All. At. Once. But, I know what comes next. In three months she’ll have a new address she calls home. Not yet, though.

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Get the books before they disappear!

On the work front, my publisher, Booktrope, called it quits. Generous and kind, they are returning all rights back to their authors on May 31st, but I’m not sure what to do next. Midway through the writing of my third book in the Stone Witch series, have I mentioned that I’m not sure what to do next? Should I self-publish the series? Or find an agent willing to pitch my series to a legacy? Or pray for heavenly intervention in the form of a perfect publishing contract? Hmm.

I’m in-between.

If you’ve followed my blog or read my books then you know I’m a spiritual person. I’ve been receiving signs  everywhere. It’s clear that right now what I’m supposed to do is…wait. Wait?  ‘Wait’ is my least-favorite verb, tied with ‘hate,’ of course. Wait. Pause. Hold. Ugh.

I was five when I became uncomfortable with in-between times.

A photo Dad took of me

The summer before kindergarten, my parents called it quits. We’d lived in California where Dad taught at UCLA. Though dusty and yellow, Mom had a teaching credential from Washington state. She packed that old paper, my brother and me into a car and moved us north. She had connections there and found a teaching position easily. In fact, she and I started kindergarten the same day.

Summer vacation came that year and while my friends slept in, Mom packed us into the car again and headed south. We’d meet Dad somewhere in Oregon, a city that changed depending on which parent won the fight on the phone the week before. As we drove, I tried to ignore the stone in my gut . To prepare for the inevitable goodbye, I imagined saying the words to Mom in my head, over and over. If I imagined it vividly enough, I hoped I wouldn’t need to cry in real life.  Because I couldn’t cry. That might hurt Dad’s feelings. Or upset my other mom. Or make Mom sad and ruin her summer.

My brother, Garth, and I in sunny California

Three months after that, Dad drove us north. Again, I’d rehearse the goodbye so I wouldn’t blubber when I hugged Dad and new Mom in Oregon.  It never worked. Every year I bawled. Every year I got into the car of the one parent with the snot and tears from missing the other parent drying on my cheeks.


I’ve never savored the journey. For me, the journey hurts. it’s when  I hide hurts and pretend to be okay. Well, I”m older now. I know there’s no magic fast-forward button, and if there was, I’d be wise enough not to use it. I don’t want to miss a moment with my daughter before she flies from our nest. I don’t want to make a rash choice about the future of my books. I’m just going to wait.


An Open Letter to the Kids at Pasco School District

Pasco LogoDear Kids of Pasco School District,

Umm, well. I was technically supposed to teach classes that inspired you to become an author, or illustrator, or whatever your heart dreams up, and then the coolest thing happened. You inspired me.

After learning the secrets of book design, some of the fourth graders at Mark Twain returned to class asking teachers for more time to write and draw ideas. In fact, one student who hadn’t done much writing on his own without a little prodding, well he wrote a story that morning.

My BooksAt James McGee, after listening to my spiel on writing a book, one of you asked a question I will not soon forget. “I want to become an author and someone said it’s a really hard thing to do. What do you think?” Please don’t forget what we talked about, okay?  All jobs are hard, so you might as well pick one that you like. And the most important thing? Never EVER let someone take your dream away from you.

The kids at Stevens Middle School, you are awesome. Your enthusiasm is contagious. When I reached your school, it was lunchtime. The day was unseasonably warm and before I began my talk, all I could think about was an iced coffee. But, even before I’d gotten through my introduction, I was grinning, the coffee long forgotten. I was there with you. I only wish I’d taken a picture of your faces when I told you I’d been a Stevens Tiger, too. You were great listeners and asked fantastic questions. Tigers, you are full of energy, passion and drive. I know you’ll slay your goals. Just don’t forget to ask for help along the way.

Amy Sonnichsen, fellow YA author with me at Mid-Columbia LIbraries

Pasco kids, you made my whole month. As I continue to write my third book,  I’ll be thinking of you. When the words won’t come or the edits seem too daunting, I’ll remember your energy and excitement and push forward. Thanks for being a part of my week.

With gratitude from your new friend,

Jennifer Hotes

p.s. A special thank you to Amy Kohn at Pasco School District for coordinating this day of visits. You’re wonderful.

Does Kindness Have A Dark Side?

My sweet cup of kindness

This morning I stopped by the local espresso stand for a mocha. When it was time to pay, the barista waved off my money. “Your coffee’s paid for.” She smiled. “My favorite customer came in this morning and gave me a big bill with instructions to pay for as many people’s coffee as possible.” She went on to tell me about the young couple that had been through earlier. They were in a rusty car that kept backfiring as they ordered. When the barista informed them that their coffees were free thanks to a stranger, well, they stared back and forth at one another in disbelief. Fantastic.

My community of Kirkland, Washington is like that. The first time I experienced a random act of kindness was shortly after my second daughter was born. She hated being in the car. Unfortunately, cars were necessary to take my older daughter to school and do countless other tasks. I needed baby Bryn adjust to the car for obvious reasons. Every day I tucked her into her car seat and we drove the streets of Kirkland. She cried. I cried. And after thirty minutes, we drove home to nap. Just weeks after our cry routine commenced, something life changing happened. They opened a Starbucks drive-thru.

Glorious Kirkland, Washington

I’m sure that first order I made over the speaker was nearly impossible to hear over the yowls of my baby. In truth, I didn’t care what the barista handed me, I was eager to drink some coffee-flavored feelings. Can you imagine how surprised I was when she told me that my drink had been paid for by the person before me? Stunned, I remember crying (jeez, the hormones back then). I wiped my nose and handed her my money to add to the tip jar.

A week or two later, I paid it forward. I treated the car behind me. Soon, it became a tradition. My goal was always to brighten someone’s day. My secondary goal was to drive away fast enough that the other car couldn’t catch up to me and wave or honk or something equally mortifying. I didn’t want to undo the good karma I was sending out there either. Isn’t there something to that effect in the Bible? Doing good with no regard for reward pleases God, or something like that with fancy thous and arts added in the mix.

We have a restaurant in Seattle that randomly pays for pizzas. I’m a regular customer and every now and again when I meet the driver at the door and he/she announces through a broad smile that my pizza is on the house. Wow.

My new business cards may seem too friendly for most of the world, but they fit right in with Seattle

Why am I surprised? Seattle is often named the most charitable city in the nation. We volunteer. We raise money for nonprofits. I’ve blogged about just a few of the pro athletes I admire for giving back to the community, Seattle Seahawks Richard Sherman and Russell Wilson. But, is there a downside to living among the kindest people around? I loved this blog post by a citizen in Sammamish, Washington on the subject. Only twenty minutes away from Seattle, he’s witnessed people making such a fuss over opening doors one another at the grocery store that, well, he said slugs cross thresholds faster. J Here’s a link to his blog.

big heartRecently, locals are becoming concerned that our kind hearts are getting the better of us. Seattle is set to spend more money than any other city in the nation, a whopping $47 million in 2016. Here’s the blog about it. People are torn over this. Some say our spending isn’t helping the homeless problem, our numbers from the One Night Count  prove our homeless population is growing. Many of the new influx of homeless have been interviewed and have stated that they were given bus tickets to Seattle from California. Is the nation taking advantage of Seattle’s kindness?

Then there’s the recent controversy over RVs. Families that have been forced out of their homes because of the economy are living in RVs across the city. But, criminals hoping to blend in with this RV surge are running meth labs and sex trade operations in RVs, too. The criminal activity has been largely ignored by city police, so neighbors that notice a new RV on the block basically freak out, expecting the worst. There have been neighborhood meetings, press conferences, webinars, blogs, and news stories about it. And I try to keep up with it all to see all sides of this complex issue. It will take us some time to sort through the facts, the needs, the fears and find a solution, but I know Seattle can do it. I have faith in us. We lead with our hearts, so what other community is better equipped to do the right thing? I think it’s Seattle.

Assume – Makes an @$$ Outta U & Me – or maybe just me

I make way too many assumptions and they’re usually wrong. Here are just a few.

Assumption #1: That aggressive driver? Oh, yeah. My bad. That pushy tailgater riding my bumper? I’m quick to assume that I must’ve made them mad with my driving. Maybe I’m too slow or use my signal too liberally. But guess what? It seems that’s just the way these folks drive. I’ve watched them zoom past me and tailgate the next car, then the next. So the ugly truth is, it’s nothing personal.

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A bumper sticker I designed after too many harried commuteshey pass me and…. the truth is…they drive like that all the time. Yep. Inevitably they zoom past just to hug the next car’s bumper. It’s nothing personal.

Assumption #2: Salad is the healthiest menu option. Truth – not always. Add lots of cheese and dressing and croutons and deep-fried chicken and you’re eating more carbs and fat on that salad than what’re in your average cheeseburger. Read the calorie count before you order. Otherwise you’ll unknowingly eat your way back into those fat jeans.  (Do any of you remember the Seinfeld episode where the friends got hooked on non-fat froyo and they all gained weight?)

yoga pantsAssumption #3: Now that I’m middle-aged, I need to dress a certain way. Hmm. Truth – Not according to this hilarious article via the Huffington Post. Well, I guess since my expiration date is looming, I can wear whatever the bleep I want. Carpe yoga pants!

Assumption #4: I can do everything myself. Ha. Hee hee hee. What a load of bologna. Asking for help is my Achilles heel (I almost typed Achilles hell – Freudian), but I need to ask. Everything I do is better when I invite others into the process. Everything. Whether it’s planning a fundraiser, doing an art project, or writing a novel, other hands and eyes make my efforts shine. When I try to tackle stuff all by my lonesome, I end up stressed, frayed at the ends and bitter like unsweetened chocolate.

A photograph, taken and colorized by my father, Gary Riley in the early 70s
A photograph, taken and colorized by my father, Gary Riley in the early 70s

Assumption #5: I’ll be around for my next birthday. It’s something I try to control with exercise and diet, but the truth is, there is a large amount of variability in life. Any given day could be my last. That thought doesn’t depress me, in fact it helps me to live mindfully. I say my peace in real time. I let go of hurts. I hug my kids (often against their will) and I smile at my husband, letting him know that as hectic as the pace of our life is, we’re in this together. And I wouldn’t want it any other way.

So, this week, I’m going to try to assume less. I’m going to give the world the benefit of the doubt and try to make that my new habit. <3

Top Ten Reasons I’m (still) Grateful I’m an American

Back CameraSorry I’ve been silent over the last few months. If you’re a regular reader, then you know that this blog is a place where I laugh at myself, ponder life in serious and not-so-serious ways, and aim to show a different side of issues. I always ALWAYS add a dose of humor and Pollyanna-positivity to my blogs.

Lately though, my blog drafts start out lighthearted and quickly devolve into whines, rants and whimpers. I can’t hit the ‘publish’ button and add to the cacophony of negative voices shouting across the United States. Lately, my country’s become a place where hate and derision permeate every channel of the mainstream media. The us versus them viewpoint has become the norm. As much as I’ve tried to duck my head in the sand lately, that culture of suspicion and hate has leaked into my own writer’s spirit so I’ve kept silent.

But, not anymore.

Today, I choose to add my voice to the conversation. Sometimes I’ll roar like a lion and other times I’ll whisper. But, my intention is to reclaim this blog as a place to highlight the common experience. I’m still convinced we have more in common than we don’t, that good people are the norm, that this country of ours is a special and unique place filled with authentic, giving, loving and hard-working people just trying to do their best.

Top Ten Reasons I’m (still) Grateful I’m an American

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A sketch of daughter, Bryn, pursuing her happiness.

10)  Every citizen’s right to pursue happiness is protected by the law. It’s in our Declaration of Independence. What other country in the world legally protects the pursuit of happiness? Yeah, I didn’t think so.

9) I can drive a car or a bus or whatever. There are still places on this planet where I cannot drive, not because of any prior record or lack of skills, simply because I have breasts and a baby box. Yeah, it’s ridiculous. To explore a list of the most ridiculous restrictions on womens’ rights around the world, click here.

8) We are a thriving democracy. Every voice counts. We can volunteer to canvas and phone bank for issues that are important to us. We can get out and campaign for people we believe in. And best of all? Every election, we have the privilege to cast our vote.

7) We have free public education for children. Did you know that 60 million primary school children aren’t in school? That’s according to the United Nations. Many kids have to stay home to take care of siblings, collect water, and do other work to support struggling families. Learn more here.

6) We give time and money to charities. In fact, after world-leader, Myanmar, we are the second-most giving country in the world. 68% of us give money and 44% of us give volunteer hours. We’re doing a lot of good. If you want to see the Mashable story, click here.

Jenn Tweet5) We are rich in diversity. According to 2009 census information, in 40-50 years we will be a majority-minority country. That’s fantastic. Some articles even prove how diversity makes us smarter. Here’s a snippet of an article from Scientific AmericanDiversity enhances creativity. It encourages the search for novel information and perspectives, leading to better decision making and problem solving. Diversity can improve the bottom line of companies and lead to unfettered discoveries and breakthrough innovations.

Well, it’s just another reason I’m excited for our country’s future. Here’s a link to the article.

4) Our 400+ national parks. Did you know that our National Park Service is about to blow out a hundred birthday candles? We have the greatest land trust in the world and it is a gift to every generation yet to come. Our parks preserve the best of our country, and include countless places that hold cultural significance. If you wish to be one of this year’s 275 million visitors, click here to find a national park near you.

3) We agree to disagree. It’s unique to live in a country where we can have different points of view, have respectful debates and walk away better for having the conversation. Did you read that snippet above about diversity? Every word of it applies to intellectual diversity as well. In the United States, our speech is protected by the Constitution. And I know first hand from living with two opinionated teens, robust debates always end up enriching my view on issues.

2) We can love who we want. It’s protected by the law. I just ask that you love someone that treats you with kindness and respect. Other than that, be happy.

flag series copy copy1) We are in control of our own future. Called the “American Dream,” it is the most well-known tenet of our society. A person that comes from nothing can work hard and become a screaming success. Doubt it still exists? Here’s an article about 10 well-known celebs that came from poverty and now sip champagne.

According to by James Truslow Adams, “life should be better and richer and fuller for everyone, with opportunity for each according to ability or achievement” regardless of social class or circumstances of birth.[

In the United States, you can scratch your way to the top, heck you may even land a book deal and reality show along the way. This isn’t the case in other countries, where opportunities aren’t allowed to people based on many things including gender, race, politics, and money, to name a few.

UNITED States – One Fat Pet Tweet at a Time

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#fatpet on Twitter

The other day #fatpet was trending on Twitter. So was #blackfamilythanksgiving .

Fresh off the heels of terrorist attacks in Paris and Tunisia and Lebanon and Israel and Baghdad, I was more than grateful for the lightness these threads provided. Yes, scrolling through countless tweets was a sweet diversion, but it quickly became more than that as I giggled over post after post, most of which I could relate to from my own life. I had a light bulb moment. Yes, we are spread out across this nation, we have different struggles, dreams and fears, but these Twitter threads illustrated how much we still have in common.

And it hit me. I knew in that moment what I value most about the United States of America –  it’s the united part. What unites us? Well, that’s a beautiful complication. Our innovative spirit? Freedom of speech? Our belief in the American dream? Freedom of religion? Our rich diversity?  Our unwillingness to quit? Yes, those are common strings that bind us, but they only begin to scratch the surface.

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Crow’s Wing Detail by Jennifer Hotes

Recently, KUOW did a story about the crows of Seattle. Here’s the link in case you’d like to read it. Every evening at sunset,  tens of thousands of crows take to the skies and fly north. Observing this, the reporter became obsessed with finding out where they gathered and why. After a harried drive through the city, she followed the crows to a cemetery in a northern suburb. The crows clustered across the grounds of Calvary Cemetery. The strongest birds perched in the treetops overhead, standing guard. The rest of the crows sat on the grass, arranging themselves so that the younger, smaller birds were surrounded, protected by the others. As the sun sunk into the Olympic mountains, all of the crows stood facing the same direction as a community. Their instincts led them to this place, where they stood a better chance of surviving the night against predator attacks. United.

Jenn TweetAs I read this story, the hair stood up on my arms. These crows are smart. They know there is safety in community. By instinct, they know to protect the frail, the young and the old. At night they stand together. Safe from the coyotes and raccoons and raptors that probably detest this unity because it makes killing all the tougher.

There are global predators that wish to do harm to America, obliterate our way of life. Can we stand united against them? Or will we continue to allow our mainstream media and political leaders to fracture us? Pit you against me? Us against them? Him against her? Or should we take a lesson from the crows and unite. Can we agree to protect our most vulnerable? Can we view our differences as a blessing? Can we seek to find our commonalities and rejoice in them?

So, if your social media threads of late have left you feeling angry, frustrated, scared, and maybe even invisible, I suggest you unplug for a couple days. Connect with people in real life. Look for the good your neighbors are doing right now, then roll up your sleeves and join them. Live your truth and value the person next to you who has their own take on the world. Relish the differences and find the common threads. Gather at sunset and face the same way. United.



HUMAN SOFTWAREThe recent opening of’s first brick-and-mortar bookstore, Amazon Books, has filled my Facebook timeline with alarm, indignation and bitterness. Many swear this single act will be the final nail in the indie bookstore coffin. There’s ire directed at Amazon for being insensitive to the damage they’ve already done to indie bookstores with their wholesale buying/price cutting tactics. And once again people are talking about the paper-thin profit margins of regular bookstores.

People, get a grip. Amazon opened a bookstore. Not a meth lab or a casino or a porn shop. They sell (gasp!) books.  Yes, I realize indie bookstores can’t compete with Amazon’s wholesale prices, but GAWD, it’s one bookstore.  Today when most of our waking hours are stuck behind a screen, it’s refreshing to have one more way to engage people in some old-fashioned page turning.

PollyannaAs to the argument that has killed the indie bookstore, well call me Polyanna, but I see it as an opportunity to become better indie bookstores. Listen, I love reading mysteries, but I will never write like Hitchcock or Connelly or Jance or Christie. I’m me. I won’t apologize for my perspective, my visual prose, my multi-cultural characters or my obsession with addition history to my stories. has forced indie bookstores to look at themselves differently, too. And the successful ones are evolving at lightening speed. Instead of fixating on the places where Amazon chops them at the knees (market reach, pricing, to name a few) successful indie bookstores are taking a close look at what they already deliver better that Amazon can’t. An intimate vibe. Helpful staff. Sense of community. Author showcase space. Access to indie books.

Ten minutes from my house is one of these success stories, Third Place Books. Enter their doors any day of the week and you will find a bustling, thriving bookstore. With a schedule packed with author signings and special events, there is a steady parade of foot traffic at Third Place Books. Patrons come to engage with authors, sip coffee, buy books, print indie books on demand and find gifts.  By focusing on what makes them special, Third Place Books has become the heart of their community. What’s more? They support indie authors (not always the case with bottom-line obsessed bookstores). In fact, their espresso book printing service can print a book for you in thirty short minutes. Mindblowing, right? Yeah, even if had drone service, they couldn’t compete with THAT!

favicon.icoNeed another example of how competition with has made indies stronger? Take a look at the new trend, specialty bookstores, and you’ll understand. Book Larder in Seattle, Washington specializes in cookbooks. They offer cooking classes, and they sell cooking stuff. Their schedule of events keeps a steady flow of foot traffic coming into the store. The cooking lessons themselves bring addition revenue and book sales. Genius. They’ve made themselves relevant to their customer base and are thriving as a result. Another Seattle-based specialty bookshop is Seattle Mystery Bookstore. Their events calendar is a who’s-who list of modern mystery bestsellers. Because mystery readers shop here, the authors come, sign books and connect with readers. Everybody wins.

In other corners of my city, indie bookshops are staffed with bookaholics –  smart savvy consumers of books, they help readers discover new favorites. These vital people and places will never be retail dodos. As long as they do what they do best, they’ll never be rendered obsolete by As long as they continue to push and evolve, they will be successful and relevant.  And better.

Go Visit a Cemetery!

The Deathbed grave referenced in my first book. It resides in Bayview Cemetery, Bellingham, Washington.

I’ve been obsessed with cemeteries since I was a child. It all began when my mom, needing to attend night classes for her Master’s program, hired an unusual babysitter. The lady was nice enough, but she happened to be the daughter of a cemetery caretaker. Yes. Our sitter lived in a graveyard.

On that cold autumn afternoon, darkness descended before my brother and I had so much as swallowed down a decent after school snack. Cozy in the caretaker’s cabin, we started in on our homework when the babysitter encouraged (okay, maybe pushed) us out the front door. “Go get some fresh air before supper.”

I clung to my big brother’s arm, looking at the gray tombstones through my fingers. “What’re we supposed to do out here?” I asked.

“Well, how about hide-and-seek?” she offered. “My brother and I spent hours playing that out here when we were kids.”

That was a long night. And, toward bedtime, I was grateful to see the beam of mom’s headlights flash through the front window. I had nightmares after that. Well, in truth, I’ve always had nightmares. But after that experience, graveyards burrowed under my skin. My new two-headed fascination and phobia began.

FullSizeRenderFast-forward to 2015. Traveling through London with my family, I stumbled across a book, HAUNTED LONDON. During an hour of down-time in the hotel, I read it cover to cover. Inside the author mentioned a place called, “Crossbones Cemetery.” A quick Google search and I found out it was a stone’s throw away from our hotel. I was determined to see it myself. Click here to book a haunted London walking tour!

IMG_6289The Crossbones Cemetery holds somewhere around 14,000 women and their children. There are no gravemarkers and prayers were never uttered over any of the bones within the property grounds. These were London’s castaways. Women of the night or Churchill’s geese for the orange hoods and white cloaks they were required to wear, these women were seen as too steeped in sin to warrant niceties like church rites and grave markers. That was 200 years ago.

Modern Londoners are atoning for the mistakes of their forefathers. On numerous occasions, developers have attempted to morph the property into a parking lot or other profit-churning venture. It’s always been fought and defeated. And now, well, what’s happening leaves me speechless.

IMG_6299Londoners come together once a month at Crossbones Cemetery. After uncovering the names of the women and children, they write those names on pieces of ribbon and tie them onto the surrounding fence. Slowly, they are remembering the dead, honoring their lives and reclaiming those lost souls.

As I tied our flower offering to the fence, I stood in awe. There was an overwhelming sense of peace at Crossbones. And love. And forgiveness.

This week, not because it’s Halloween, but because history lives and breathes in these sacred spaces, walk a cemetery. Take a photo. Tidy the leaves off a grave. And maybe utter a name etched into a tombstone. Who knows what this simple act will do for you or the person buried beneath your feet?

Baby, Get Your Smile On!

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A quick sketch of one of my favorite smilers, my daughter Bryn.

I smile easily, without any hesitation. I have crinkles on either side of my mouth from forty-six years worth of grinning. I laugh too loud and giggle until tears spill from the corners of my eyes. Some say that smiling is a superpower. Funny though. On a recent trip to London I found myself trying to refrain from smiling as I took my daily run around Hyde Park each morning. In Seattle, runners smile at one another and say, “Hi!” as they pass. Not in London. Runners pass without so much as a nod. It was the first time I ever wondered if my easy smile was a weakness. I’ll never think that again after watching this TED talk. :) My smiles are visual trick-or-treats for myself and others. Two thousand chocolate bars without all the calories to be exact. Find out what I’m talking about by checking this out.

Watch the video here and get your smile on!